15 Jul 08
How many times have I come to you
How many times have you taken me in
How have you never quite realizedThat this will be nothing more than what it’s beenWhy is it that I return to the scene of the crimeThough there’s nothing I needBetween the moments that linger before usHaven’t you wondered why I always leaveLet meBe who I amLet meLeave while I canYou know love don’t findThis sort of manSo just let me leaveWhile I canHow many times have I come to youBeaten and broken and under attackHow can you look in my eyes and my heartAnd not see that there’s something I lackWhy is it that I’m as bad as I amBut I know that you’ll never believeWhy do you still have to love meWhen all I have done is to lie and deceiveLet meBe who I amLet meLeave while I canYou know love don’t findThis sort of manSo just let me leaveWhile ICan’t give you what you needAnd I’m so tired that I can’t breatheAnd I don’t know if you can see,But my ship is goin’ downAnd I tried my best to be a manSo I set you free while I still canCause I can’t seem to change who I am

How many times have I come to you

How many times have you taken me in

How have you never quite realized
That this will be nothing more than what it’s been

Why is it that I return to the scene of the crime
Though there’s nothing I need
Between the moments that linger before us
Haven’t you wondered why I always leave

Let me
Be who I am
Let me
Leave while I can

You know love don’t find
This sort of man
So just let me leave
While I can

How many times have I come to you
Beaten and broken and under attack
How can you look in my eyes and my heart
And not see that there’s something I lack

Why is it that I’m as bad as I am
But I know that you’ll never believe
Why do you still have to love me
When all I have done is to lie and deceive

Let me
Be who I am
Let me
Leave while I can

You know love don’t find
This sort of man
So just let me leave
While I

Can’t give you what you need
And I’m so tired that I can’t breathe
And I don’t know if you can see,
But my ship is goin’ down

And I tried my best to be a man
So I set you free while I still can
Cause I can’t seem to change who I am


18 Jun 08
Well I can’t explain why it’s not enough, cause I gave it all to you. 
And if you leave me now, its the better thing to do. 
Its time to surrender, its been too long pretending. 
There’s no use in trying, when the pieces dont fit anymore…

Well I can’t explain why it’s not enough, cause I gave it all to you. 

And if you leave me now, its the better thing to do. 

Its time to surrender, its been too long pretending. 

There’s no use in trying, when the pieces dont fit anymore…


30 May 08
We left the city we were perfect in
Now I’m in search of a song that will help me understand
What happened to me, What happened to us
And when I’ll find happiness again.

We left the city we were perfect in

Now I’m in search of a song that will help me understand

What happened to me, What happened to us

And when I’ll find happiness again.


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20 May 08

My head is mush.

My heart is mush.

Together we are mush, mind, and heart.

That’s just fabulous.